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Summary Of Secret Teachings

Money

Money is magnetic energy. You are a magnet attracting to you all things, via the signal you are emitting through your thoughts and feelings.

To become a powerful money magnet:

Be clear about the amount of money you want to receive. State it and intend it! Don’t think about how much you can earn, but how much you want to receive.

Fall in love with money. Most people do not love money, because they always feel that they don't have enough of it.

Visualize and imagine yourself spending all the money you want, as though you have it already.

Speak, act, and think from the mindset of being wealthy now. Eliminate thoughts and words of lack such as "I can't afford it", "It is too expensive".

Do not speak or think of the lack of money for a single second.

Be grateful for the money you have. Appreciate it as you touch it.

Make lists of all the things you will buy with an abundance of money.

Do whatever it takes for you to feel wealthy.

Affirm to yourself every day that you have an abundance of money, and that it comes to you effortlessly.

Appreciate all the riches around you, including the riches of others. Look for wealth wherever you go, and appreciate it.

Be certain that money is coming to you.

Love yourself and know that you are deserving and worthy of an abundance of money.

Remind yourself everyday that you are a money magnet, and ask yourself often during the day, am I attracting money now or pushing it away with my thoughts?

Always, always pay yourself first from your wage, then pay your creditors. In that single act, you are telling the Universe that you are worthy and deserving of more.

Repeat over and over every day, "I am a money magnet and money comes to me effortlessly and easily."

Write out a check to yourself for the sum of money you would like to have and carry it in your wallet. Look at it often.

Do whatever it takes to feel good. The emotions of joy and happiness are powerful money magnets. Be happy now!

Love yourself!
Wealth is a mindset. Money is literally attracted to you or repelled from you. It's all about how you think.

Relationships

You can completely transform any relationship, no matter what it's like right now.

Every single relationship you have is a reflection of how you feel inside about you. You are a magnet attracting to you all things, via the signal you are emitting through your thoughts and feelings. Every relationship you have and every interaction with every person, is a reflection of your own thoughts and feelings in that very moment.

To transform every single relationship you have in your life:

Fall in love with YOU!

Make lists of hundreds and hundreds of wonderful things about you. Keep adding to it every day.

Know that you are perfect. Do not think any negative thoughts about you.

Know that you are worthy and deserving of anything and everything you could possibly want in your life.

Focus on the wonderful things in every person. Look for only those things.

Do not blame or criticize anybody, ever.

Set an intention that you are going to see the best in everything and everyone.

Make your happiness the number one thing in your life. Happiness is an inside job.

Free yourself of the responsibility of trying to make other people happy. Respect and love them enough to allow them to take care of their own happiness.

Get your attention off those things in others that don't make you feel good.

Appreciate and love yourself in every moment you can.

Do not expect others to behave in a way you want, so you will be happy. Release yourself forevermore and know that you alone control your happiness and it is a choice, no matter what anyone else is doing.

Love and respect yourself completely.

Know that you are perfect right now.

Health

You are a magnet attracting to you all things, via the signal you are emitting through your thoughts and feelings.

To open yourself up and become a powerful magnet to wellness and health from wherever you are now:

Love yourself! Deeply, profoundly! Make lists of all the wonderful things about you. Add to it every day.

Free yourself of any past resentments or disappointments you may be holding about you.

Let go of any and all resentments from the past you may be holding of everyone and everything.

See yourself as completely well in your mind and visualize yourself doing things in a complete state of perfect health.

Do not speak of your illness, or disease with others.

Love and appreciate everything and everyone, and especially yourself.

Know you have the power within you to heal yourself.

Never criticize or blame yourself or anyone else for anything.

Be grateful for the wellbeing that is coming to you.

See yourself as only well.

Be happy, knowing that in your state of happiness your body is healing itself.

As you appreciate, as you love, as you are happy, as you are grateful, you are summoning wellbeing and it is pouring through your body and disease is vanishing in the moment.

Laugh! Hire funny movies or recall any memories that make you laugh. Laugh your way back to health.

Make lists every day of all the things you are grateful for, including being grateful for your healing and complete wellbeing.

You must do whatever you can to remove your attention from disease.

Distract yourself from thoughts of disease, and put all of your focus and attention on doing things that make you feel good.

Make your happiness the number one thing in your life.

Resist nothing, love everything!

Know that there is no such thing as incurable.

As you love completely and feel the joy within you, disease cannot exist.

Know and accept that you are perfect as you are right now.

                    PEACE

Another Monday... and so on and so forth....

 Cabin fever is an idiomatic term for a claustrophobic reaction that takes place when a person or group is isolated and/or shut in, in a small space, with nothing to do, for an extended period (as in a simple country vacation cottage during a long rain or snow or Gilbert Arizona). Symptoms include restlessness, irritability, irrational frustration with kitchen appliances, forgetfulness, laughter, and excessive sleeping, distrust of anyone they are with, and an urge to go outside even in the (less miserable) rain, snow or dark...

imagination movers

The things in my head... the things that pour out of my mouth... they all astonish even me. Im tired. Im not healthy. Im stressed beyond words. I scared, and Im alone in so many ways. My husbad is truley my anchor and my kids the winds that blow me along.... It will get better, someday, right?

What a smurfy morning

My mother used to make us breakfast every morning. EVERY MORNING. I can remember waking up at 6am, laying in bed, and listening to the dishes clink as she cleaned out the dishwasher and made us breakfast before buses and so on. (The worst ever, cracked wheat.) She also made us dinner every night and on the days we were home, lunch. !WOW! Then there is me. I HATE waking up before 8. I'm sure it has something to do with my sleeping medicine, still.... Usually by then Stefan is up, and has already feed Damien, made the coffee, gone to the store and figured out how to manage world peace. I have a book, that my Domestic Goddess of a mother gave me called "confessions of a housewife". It goes, IN DETAIL, how every mother should plan, shop, and menu every meal of every day. Me... I open my fridge, determine my mood and laziness, then cook accordingly. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE to cook. Love it. Just not every meal of every day for everybody. Isn't it great to find an amazing recipe, go get all of the amazing ingredients, then cook this amazing concoction and watch your husband devour it and your 5 year old barf it up. I wish I was more like Milli (my mother) in so many ways. She was always so patient, so diligent, so... mommyish. She never missed a school play or concert. She always remembered our lunches. We always had clean clothes organized and folded and so on. With 6 daughters, this still turns me into a flubbering *%^%$&^ when I think about it. How? HOW! I hope my kids can look back and remember me in somewhat the same fashion... but they wont. What they will remember is me dragging myself down the stairs, my wild and crazy hair all over the place, my mascara from the day before smeared all over my cheeks, my "jammy" pants and 80's t-shirts that I always insist on sleeping in... dragging my feet to the cupboard to get my MERRY CHRISTMAS mug that I love so much and pouring my brain juice then sitting for the 30 + minuets it takes my hiney to wake up. What's my point? "Dear kids, I love you so much. Please forgive me for not having the domestic basics it takes imbedded in me to be the sort of mommy that you deserve. Please remember that I love you, but I love my coffee too. Don't live by my example. ok?"

PS. Trip to NY in the works. I've been wracking my brain what to do for Savannahs 16th birthday for years now. Of course a new car with a giant purple bow would be ideal but since I'm a poor mamma, she's just going to have to settle for her and I taking over America 1 city at a time.



Here is where we will be staying:

"THE LIBRARY HOTEL"

Stefan has an odd contempt for this city. I haven't figured out why or where it came from but he refuses to go??? He says there is nothing there that he is interested in. I suppose after living in Germany and seeing most of the world a silly trip to NY nothing. But I'm excited. "Hey NY, Please don't make me fall in love with you because at the time being I'm stuck in the desert. PEACE".

My Latest

I call it "DayDreaming"

My Kids are so much fun. Doesn't every mother think that way though? I love having a son. I never really grew up around boys, so everyday is a surprise. He is like the energizer bunny, goes and goes. Never stops playing. Hes getting braver and braver as well. Doing tricks on his bike and ramp, his scooters and his skateboards. I have to force myself not to over think it or I would be too afraid to let him out the front door in the morning. I cant help but get overwhelmed with all the possibilities of him getting hurt. I think watching my older sister Shelley let her boys loose, showed me that its okay. Sure, they come home with the occasional bump and or bruise. They may have to get staples, stitches, or a cast, but hey, they have to learn sometime, don't they? My girls on the other hand, thats just terrifying and exciting. Chloe is more and more like me everyday. Sometimes that scares me more than anything else, but I know that I have raised her to be not only smart, but to possess high self esteem and a great bond with herself and with me and her dad's. Those were all things that I lacked at her age. And hey, I don't blame her for wanting purple hair. If I thought I could still get away with it, I would too. Savannah, shes her own monster. A lot like me, and a lot like her dad. Silly and goofy and clever. Not afraid of what others think about her. They both know what they want out of life and I have no doubt that they will get it. Sometimes I wish my sisters had known me better when I was younger. Known me different than just the trouble making one. I wish they could have known me at my peak of personality, in my early 20's. I was forced to grow up so fast, with so little guidance, I had to find my own way. The strife and the struggles have done nothing but make me into the brick of a women that I am today. I have to give some credit to my mom and dad too though. I'm more like my Dad than any of my sisters I think.... to me this explains why we bump heads the way we do. And my Mom, well she showed me how to be a great mother. A strong women. A wonderful wife. A loving daughter and sister, even if I don't show that one too well... She is the perfect idol in my book. Its hard not to dwell on all the things I did wrong, that my kids may possibly follow in those footsteps simply because its in there DNA to do so. Even though I was adopted, I know there are things that are just in my blood to be. My whackyness... my different ideas and morals and beliefs. You can take a person away from there bloodline, but you cant take the bloodline out of the person. I hope that the day will come sooner than later when I will be able to forgive and move on... Though I believe I have already in so many ways. Its a great feeling that. Moving on. Letting go of a past that haunts you. Ive always told the girls "sometimes its better to just burn the bridge down and just swim across". And yet, how wonderful would it be to have someone who loves you waiting at the other side. Ive burned several bridges down, and don't regret a one of them. Its like breathing fresh air after years of toxic waist. I never would have imagined how much I just simply adore my little nieces and nephews. I never would have imagined that I would be so excited to have kids, babies and young women as daughters, only to become there own independent selves and take the world on. I will hold my head high, for all my children. This post is nothing but my jotting down my thoughts. I think its nice to do so, journal. Take care everyone, and kiss your babies tonight.

Look, I finally figured out how to make a cute signature. Along the way I also happned to have download about 500 Different brush strokes for my PS. SO Addicting! If you want me to make you one, or show you how to make one let me know. Like I said I just downloaded 100'00 of amazing pictures and strokes and designs and so on.